Unbelievable Tears??

I love watching movies in the cinema as I could immerse myself in the immense flat screen. Frequently, I will find the story is okay rated or not that bad if I watched it in the cinema, compared to when I watched it on tv or lappy. It’s because I could help myself ‘feel’ the story better in the huge dark room, with the generous aid of the sound effect, of course.

I easily burst into nutty laughter, shivery scream and flowing tears when watching movies in the cinema. Just like two days ago when I went to watch Nur Kasih the Movie in Berjaya Times Square GSC, I think I was actually crying during the whole movie. Gila kan?? Aku pon rasa aku gila. Nak mengaku nangeh pon malu gila, sebaek kawan2 aku tataw pon aku nangeh bagai nak gila. Maybe not during the whole story, but there were several times i cried!

Well, for some of you, you may not even touched by the drama acted. I know it was a drama and it was SO dramatic that the whole plot was about saddy touchy scenes but I just couldn’t help myself to hold the tears from flowing down. Haihh…

People may never predict how sensitive you are, not even yourself sometimes…

By the way, Tiz Zaqyah played Nur Amina role very well, and she looked very pretty in the story (i believe the real person is pretty, too) and the storyline was pretty effective, with me was crying all the way during the whole story. I never cried so long watching a movie. Trust me, i don't usually like that. Period kot? LOL

A Dream Hometown

Yeah, yeah.. I know, we should love our hometown, be proud of it. and yeah, I do. but then...

Have you ever had a feeling which you prefer some other places to be your hometown, instead of the forever, present one? Well, it’s me who had it. I had it a lot anyway.

Despite the fact that I have been living in Alor Star for about 20 years, I actually prefer Sungai Petani to be my place of staying. The feeling will become strong every time the bus I’m boarding passing by the town, whenever I’m on my way from Shah Alam to Alor Star trip..or whenever we went to SP for house checking or attending some kenduri.

Well, I guess I’ve unconsciously built the feeling due to the fact that my dad owned a house in SP, situated at the very strategic location in SP town. Since child, we always go there to check the house condition, meeting new tenants and the parents will always instill the belief in us that we will be moving there once they retired. Now that one of them is going to retire by the end of this year, they said they won’t move anywhere. It’s rather a disappointing statement for me.

Apparently, dad bought the house far earlier than mom bought our current house in AS but we settled down in AS as the parents were working here. The current house is not a very convenient one, long time renovated, located in the flood affected area. Sigh... another factor of wanting to move away. We(the siblings) always fight with the parents for house renovation or moving away as a better solution. Nonetheless, as usual, money acts as the declining factor. I don’t think we are that poor, due to the parents’ job position, I mean, we are not rich but poor?? NO, we shouldn’t be. I’m not quite sure why do we have to experience such severe money crisis.

And not to deny another fact, I love the progress SP has been experiencing. It’s not the capital town of the state but I personally think it deserves the status more.

Mom talked about some house renovation recently. I very much hope that she will be searching for some reliable contractors, not like those she had before.