weird dreams

I woke up at around 1p.m. today, not that I had very long sleep as I actually slept after subuh, around 6.30a.m. I had a weird feeling once I was awake from the sleep. It’s because of the dreams. As usual, I had lots of different story in dreams.

Two of them are too weird to be true, because I never had such dreams kot. First, I dreamt of getting engaged. Dramatically, I was late for the ceremony which was held at my fiancé’s(?) because I had to rush from work to my house to get change for the engagement outfit then to his house. Ironically, not only the ceremony was held at his place, I was actually working on my engagement day? lol. Btw, my future fiancé also was actually working on that day, we had the ceremony after both of us got back from work. The weirdest moment could happen if it happened in the real life was, right after we were engaged, my mom(?!!) suggested that we continue the ceremony with akad nikah tros, the best way to save the time katanya, as we both are very busy with work lol.

Alright, it’s dreams. That is the best thing about dreams, you won’t have the chance to experience what you had in dreams for real. Because dreams are way too unrealistic to become reality. Btw, there is something I like about the engagement, my dress was actually gorgeous! I looked so pretty in it lol. It was a silver short kebaya, like most brides are wearing nowadays, the fabric was of high quality ones, the details were great, and it was a set with tudung siti with the inner, just like what I imagined myself to wear on my wedding day! I got to see my future wedding dress in my dream, it was fun though! LOL the funnier thing was, I actually had another set of dress for my wedding, about the same design and material but of different colour, it’s a purplish pinkish maroon of sort, light tone of course. So pretty lol. I remembered the dresses well, I could even imagine them right now but I totally forgot the face of my fiancé. Macam hensem jugak kot lol.

Alright, the second dream was not fun. It’s a thriller lol. Few weeks before, this one lecturer offered the whole classmates to join a humanity program in one of the countries in the Southeast of Asia. Two other friends and I gave our names to the lecturer, displaying the commitment we would like to serve for one month and a half in a yet-to-discover country. Until today, the lecturer did not confirm on anything, be it our status of going there and the country we are going to. Nonetheless, I expected it to be Cambodia as the university held the same program last year in Cambodia. However, there is one other friend of us who is not following because she will be involving in a students’ exchange program in USA(!!) is trying to tease me by building her suggestion that the country will be Timor Leste. No offense here, but TL(as we call it) is a new, small and very near to Malaysia. If being given the choice, we prefer to go to other countries lol. I am hoping it to be Vietnam. It has been my dream since young to go to Vietnam. I want to evident the rich culture of Vietnamese by my own naked eyes. Alright, I actually am imagining the Mekong River Floating Market and the huge bazaar in the centre of Vietnam. those are part of their culture, right? =D

Now, let’s put aside whatever country will it be, I already dreamt of going to Thailand last night. The place is at the southern Thai but the people speak Indonesian lol. Even I spoke Indonesian in the dreamland. As globally known, southern Thailand has been experiencing somewhat of civil war between the Muslim and the non-Muslim if I am not mistaken and it has been awhile under chaos which scares foreigners to pass their border. In the dream, we expected the war has ended so we went there.

Nevertheless, it hasn’t ended yet. We lived in a kampong, long house type of house which in the evening, the army was set ready to fight the terrorists. I didn’t know it was a dream and hell yeah, I was so scared. I remembered a dialogue between me and the lecturer

Me: sir, it is so scary here

Lecturer: if you feel like going back, ask your parents to wait at the hospital and I will send you there

LOL. I assumed the hospital was near to the Malaysian-Thai border and we were not that far from the border. I didn’t dare to go back because it would feel like a coward. I didn’t want to be the first and only volunteer to return home. It would cost a shame.

In the dream, I didn’t see my two other friends. There were inside the house but were doing something else while I was with few villagers. It was in the evening when the villagers and I lepaking at a gazebo which the gazebo is beside a field which the field the army was doing their training. My heart was thumping so fast just to look at the army wearing their military outfit and holding guns. I asked the villagers how could they differentiate the good and bad army? They said the bad army doesn’t indicate their country through their outfit, no flag and stuff lar.

Not soon after that, there was a group of army wearing blue uniform, there was only one male and the rest were female. They asked for villagers’ identity card. They asked me too but they villagers said I am a visitor and I left my visitor’s pass inside the house. I was scared to death during the moment. For God’s sake, I thought it was real! I mean, I didn’t know I was dreaming. As I was making my move to the house to take my visitor’s pass, the male soldier grabbed my hand so hard and he was grinning like evil. I felt like I was going to be raped and killed. I could feel his hand grabbing so hard that I had to loose my hand out of his grabbing slowly. Huh I was so nervous that my heart could burst at any time!

Luckily, before it burst, I woke up from the dream. I couldn’t actually remember how I got awake, either by hearing the alarm clock, or my dad’s call, or my sis’s call, or someone's call or a coming sms. That’s basically how I got awake every day, several times.